Monday, November 21, 2005

(last night) i didnt get to sleep at all

i didnt know why i cant sleep every night, now that i have no projects due this month.
sigh, now that i have all the time to get some break in my busy (kuno!) days,but i cant sleep, really.

its worse than my insomnia, this emotional mind of mine.



it seems that you have to face what lies ahead, no matter how difficult or how harse it can be. you see, i was just trying to make myself different from the past. and still everytime i looked back... i saw my ghost pursuing me.



do you have dreams that let you correct your past? can you make people believe in you when all you are saying are lies?



i woke up this morning, can't remember what really happened on my last night's dream.



and it's freaky, i remember it now... because it is happening already... right now.

Karma

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