IRONIC?

Isang kabalintunaan masasabi ang mga nagsisisigaw at mga mangangantiyaw kay BBM sa nakaraang ‪#‎PilipinasDebates2016‬.

Hindi natin masisisi ang mga hinaing nila sa mga nangyaring paglabag sa karapatang pantao noon ngunit sa paraan na kanilang ginawa, tila nilalabag din nila ang karapatan ng isang indibiduwal na kanilang sinisigawan. Di ba't ang isang akusado ay may karapatan din na dapat ituring na walang-sala hanggang sa ito ay mapatunayan? Hindi ba't karapatan ng bawat isang akusado na magkaroon ng angkop na proseso ng batas? At kailan pa minamana ng isang anak ang mga kasong laban sa kanyang ama?

Teka, bakit nga pala sila nagsisisigaw ng 'Never Again'? Buhay na ba sila nung panahon ng Batas Militar? Edi, mga kuya at ate ko na pala sila. Hahaha!

Sa katapusan, sa kadahilanang anak siya ng Matandang Marcos o dahil anak siya ni 'Martial Law', kaya hindi nila siya mapusuan. Sana lamang hindi ito ang kanilang ang dahilan. Kasi ang babaw kung ito lamang.

‪#‎BongBongMarcos‬ ‪#‎BBM4VP‬

Back from Hiatus... hopefully

After many moons of ups and downs in my life, hopefully, I can find some time again to post here.

I missed this time of my life where my only reason to stay or be online is to blog.. yep.. blog my heart out. I drafted so many post here in the past 2 years. I cant just click the publish button because, the feelings when I writing those drafts were gone.

alone again naturally

I happen to find myself on a bus going to a distant land. When I arrived, I find everything is different around me except for one thing.

Im alone.

Here I am again, decided to walk along the remaining distance used to be another ride by a jeep. Nothing is new. I think, I will just walk off and then all the sadness in my heart will be gone. But that wouldn't work. Im still alone.

I never thought I will be like this again, longing for someone I never thought I will care for. Am I being missed too? Ouch, I said before I will never fall in love again. But then my heart starts beating again. Am I hopeless already?

After I did my business in this far away land, many things came to my mind. But when summarized, I hope it will be me and you in the end.

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I miss being missed dearly. :(

Why laughing

I dont know what to post here, I find it difficult for me to express what I feel or say my views in life nowadays.

I guess, being an ordinary guy these days is difficult. Trying to be normal, pretending to be something. I remember someone asked me if I ever got tired of starting my life over and over again. I was stunned after I heard it.

Honestly, I almost quit when I found myself making small steps again from a big fallback. Then, I ruined what I started. And then, I realized that Im back from where I started. Sigh.

I think, all my collegues laugh the first time they found out I have a blog like this; my emo moments. Love is my topic that's what they can conclude. I find it hard to agree.

Now Im just an ordinary guy looking for and dreaming for a place where I can relax, stay and forget where I came from.

inhale.. exhale..

its a different day today. i woke up this morning having some difficulty breathing. i don't know if it was caused by the awkward position during my sleep. i thought it will be gone after a few hours, but until now, it made me feel uneasy and weak. yung feeling na akala mo ay nagkaroon ka ng break up sa bf/gf mo. i can feel my chest contracts too much whenever i exhale.

here in my work, i cant continue my workload for the day since, im preoccupied to concentrate on my breathing. aw, it feels like im ready to die anytime.

anyway, this day was indeed different. i need to rest and forget this feeling.

We were dreamers

i will change the way i look here. i plan to stand again in this sphere without fear of losing something or someone, again (na naman!). this past couple of months, i realize that i lose more than i gain. my fear of losing someone got me on the situation of losing her in the end. that's not it, i was the one to be blamed and for the life of me, i cant shout! How is that?

now, to be able to say that im trying to make a single step, at least, for the people around me... i will have a new scheme in posting something here.

i remember back when the forefathers of my ancient minds got to meet and established the constitution, three names arises in the background.

Stephen...
Larry...
and Tequila

In a world of peaceful imaginations, silent nights, and white snow, Stephen knew there was always someone, Someone he could trust. believing to unseen hands that can calm any storms. Tequila on the other hand, numb of all things that go his way for nearly every occasion, always have something to do extraordinary, unresponsive but has a lot of surprises to shock you, how is that. lastly Larry! if you cant speak Tagalog, im sorry. He is the romantic antagonist of every tragedy plays. romantic? -do i need to explain. antagonist? -indeed coz the protagonist usually dies in a tragedy, i dont like that. what will he be if he's dead. Larry promise someone that waiting makes him happy or at least completes the twist of every tragedy.

for...

Tragedy usually is a series of unfortunate outcome that is caused by an unexpected change or mistake of some kind.

classic comeback

after months of silence in this sphere. at least im slowly regaining my urge of posting views that can make time unworthwhile again, while seeing things differently.

its hard to write cheerful things when music plays reminiscing melody in the background. its like seeing your shadows in front of a dim moonlight. time heals everything, but the question is when it will be finished. how will you play old music? or rather when will music need to be rewind in order to play again, differently?

i like to look back at old music that reminds you to play melodies that will reveal cheerful things from the past. i like to sing my classic past and renew things.

i like to shout to music, how will you replace time that heals as you play.