Fool on the Hill

Sees the sun going down.
And the eyes in his head,
See the world spinning around.

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There are times I feel I have to say what's on my mind, even though I know how much unfair it will gonna sound. I kept it for a long time knowing that it will fade in the end. But I still hear a voice that keeps me restless every night. I don't know how wrong I am today, for my decision will define me in the future. It will gonna hurt.

If I will tell it here, I just wish someone will help me stand no matter what decision I take.

There's been another girl that I've missed, but that doesn't mean I love someone less. She knows its over and never will have me. I just had an empty space inside me that only she can fill. I need to say these words as gently as I can, I know it will never be gentle but I need to voice it out before loneliness overcome me.

No one else can have the part of me I gave to you, all the things I ever said I swear its all true. I just wish someone will help me tell this to you.

There's just an empty space again.

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But nobody ever hears him,
Or the sound he appears to make.

someone cries at night

Someone's always here whenever the moon is not there
making stars do the job when nobody else believed
I'd stare at the sky alone too.
that someone don't know how I remember it,
I'd look up just once to look back
then the night will have tears that will fill someone's moonless night.

The road I have traveled on is paved with good intentions
I carried along dreams that keeps me crying.
the road is long and windy.
when all hopes were dying, someone's love kept me
and does what's best to fill my moonless night with stars.

...when someone cries at night.

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i can't explain how i feel whenever you ask me, but this is what i feel tonight now that you are not asking me.

classic comeback

after months of silence in this sphere. at least im slowly regaining my urge of posting views that can make time unworthwhile again, while seeing things differently.

its hard to write cheerful things when music plays reminiscing melody in the background. its like seeing your shadows in front of a dim moonlight. time heals everything, but the question is when it will be finished. how will you play old music? or rather when will music need to be rewind in order to play again, differently?

i like to look back at old music that reminds you to play melodies that will reveal cheerful things from the past. i like to sing my classic past and renew things.

i like to shout to music, how will you replace time that heals as you play.