So being in a pinch

...is always a good way to tell yourself to relax.

Sigh, I know there's something wrong about myself...

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"Instructions for living a life.
Pay attention.
Be astonished.
Tell about it."
— Mary Oliver

Random music!

night is young and the musics high
our roads are gonna cross again
i make my journey through eternity
in the sun i feel as one in the sun
i'm standing here until you make me move
at least i found out what it takes to be strong
i’m just out to find the better part of me
because tomorrow might be good for something
laughing about the way they want him to be
now it looks as though they`re here to stay
you came along and then the sun did shine
how much longer will it take to cure this
just to cure it cause i can't ignore it if it's love
so i looked up in the sky and i'm thinking why o why
you will think my love was really something good
when i'm all alone with the stars above
you can save me from the man i've become
so i say it in a breath hope my dreams will take me there
i've finally found my way to lead me down this lonely road
just close your eyes each loving day i know this feeling wont go away

Nothing much more happened today

Aside from going to work, spending a lot of time staring at the computer thinking what to do first for the week, all I did was to find an inspiration for the day.

Which I failed.

Im waiting for something that, I know, will be a little impossible to happen.

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Four strong winds that blow lonely,
Seven seas that run high,
All those things that don't change, Come what may.

Ako Man Ay Kulang

Ako Man Ay Kulang
(2011.08.03)

ala Lilian Smith

Ang paghahanap

sa sulok ng mga hula at katotohanan;
sa maselang katayuan ng bukas sa pangarap;
sa kung saan napaghahalo ng sining ang pantasya at makasanglibutang bagay;
sa sandaling naging kahapon ang pananalig sa karunungan ng bukas;
sa pagbaba sa kapangyarihan alang alang sa karamihan;
sa pagliglig sa luma't mapait na karanasan at pagyukod naman sa pagbabago;
sa tugon sa mga tanong na kailan man hindi masasagot;
at sa taimtim na pagyakap sa walang katukuyan;
pati na ang di-buong kaalaman natin sa Maykapal

ay ang laong laan ng bawat isa,
sa aking palagay.

-Stephen Tequila

Hello World!

I'll be back here in this sphere!

Back from Hiatus... hopefully

After many moons of ups and downs in my life, hopefully, I can find some time again to post here.

I missed this time of my life where my only reason to stay or be online is to blog.. yep.. blog my heart out. I drafted so many post here in the past 2 years. I cant just click the publish button because, the feelings when I writing those drafts were gone.