My old friend

kamusta na aking kaibigan
nandito na naman ako para magsalita
dahil ang tanda ay marahang gumagapang
at nag-iiwan ng binhi sa aking gunita

at ang tanda na nasa aking pagtulog
nanatili sa mahinang tunog.

sa aking hindi pagtulog
mag-isa akong naglalakad
sa isang daan na saya ay busog
at sa mga ilaw at poste ay may tatak

lamig at lungkot.
na himihipo sa aking pagtulog

....
(to be continued... ala na kong pambayad ng rent... hehe)

Somebody's Watching Me

today, somebody out there is mad at me... and what can i do to be nice for that person, if that person is mad at me and now treating me as a fool? Sigh, keeps whispering be true, and you think saying SORRY was easy?!!! OMG!!! dont tell me your ok.

"Wag magpagpag ng muta ng iba kung kagigising mo lamang...
baka may muta ka rin. baka lang!"

blog lang ito... nvm

The Horizon

I never know what to type here today, my idea was just to express my feeling through poems, ofcourse in filipino. But I dont have enough time to write poems, as I have so many things that was stocked in my mind. I was hopeless as of now, as I came up with a decision that make me look back hundreds times from the past. Well, that past was just days ago, as I cant imagine how worst I was and how stupid I was.
I was lonely again but in a natural way. I chose to face my future alone, without anything to worry about who and what I will left. My life was just like climbing a watch tower, as I take each step higher, the farther I saw the horizon. So I find a reason to change myself, and now, I will not climbed anymore. Instead I will be the one who will be seen in the horizon when somebody climbs up in the tower. And as I run towards the endless path, they will have to climb up a little higher to make them realize I already reached the horizon. Funny and wierd? Well, yes. I dont have good english but I think I painted myself against your brainy walls in an abstract way, hehehe.
I never know what to say to "a girl from the painted wall." I just hope that she will be fine. Just want to say, "I'm sorry" for my selfish decision that hurt her.

I like to be alone running away towards my favorite word- "THE HORIZON."

Hope I can be there!!! =/