what's forever for

it was a moonless night when i walk home from the reddish land of pines. back in the past when i promised myself to return at this very spot, i saw myself knowing that you will one day return to me, believing i will wait for you. this very moment, i saw myself again believing you will glimpse outside to shed some light for our love.

looking back over the years, even though reasonable things forced you to find someone better, i believe that was not how we part. following events tried to give me painful good-bye right then, all my tears faded. was the world as dazzling before i met you? all im left with were tears. now, it reminds me again of the past. i will save this place next to me.

as i walk away, from your place... i can't help but to cry. i wished its not yet over. this is not how we part.

you are the only reason...
that waiting gives me enough happiness.

forgive me...
or maybe its me that's gone crazy.

love is the only reason... as days pass by,
if you forget the long way back to me, i'll be waiting silently.

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so what's the glory in living
doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
and if love never last forever
tell me, what's forever for

We were dreamers

i will change the way i look here. i plan to stand again in this sphere without fear of losing something or someone, again (na naman!). this past couple of months, i realize that i lose more than i gain. my fear of losing someone got me on the situation of losing her in the end. that's not it, i was the one to be blamed and for the life of me, i cant shout! How is that?

now, to be able to say that im trying to make a single step, at least, for the people around me... i will have a new scheme in posting something here.

i remember back when the forefathers of my ancient minds got to meet and established the constitution, three names arises in the background.

Stephen...
Larry...
and Tequila

In a world of peaceful imaginations, silent nights, and white snow, Stephen knew there was always someone, Someone he could trust. believing to unseen hands that can calm any storms. Tequila on the other hand, numb of all things that go his way for nearly every occasion, always have something to do extraordinary, unresponsive but has a lot of surprises to shock you, how is that. lastly Larry! if you cant speak Tagalog, im sorry. He is the romantic antagonist of every tragedy plays. romantic? -do i need to explain. antagonist? -indeed coz the protagonist usually dies in a tragedy, i dont like that. what will he be if he's dead. Larry promise someone that waiting makes him happy or at least completes the twist of every tragedy.

for...

Tragedy usually is a series of unfortunate outcome that is caused by an unexpected change or mistake of some kind.

Angel

First you say you wont, then you say you will
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on
I'm standing still, you got me on my knees.

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I called someone last night and this songs plays in the background. Keeping the mood more subtle. I wish I can be with her but she will not believe it.