My old friend

kamusta na aking kaibigan
nandito na naman ako para magsalita
dahil ang tanda ay marahang gumagapang
at nag-iiwan ng binhi sa aking gunita

at ang tanda na nasa aking pagtulog
nanatili sa mahinang tunog.

sa aking hindi pagtulog
mag-isa akong naglalakad
sa isang daan na saya ay busog
at sa mga ilaw at poste ay may tatak

lamig at lungkot.
na himihipo sa aking pagtulog

....
(to be continued... ala na kong pambayad ng rent... hehe)

Somebody's Watching Me

today, somebody out there is mad at me... and what can i do to be nice for that person, if that person is mad at me and now treating me as a fool? Sigh, keeps whispering be true, and you think saying SORRY was easy?!!! OMG!!! dont tell me your ok.

"Wag magpagpag ng muta ng iba kung kagigising mo lamang...
baka may muta ka rin. baka lang!"

blog lang ito... nvm

The Horizon

I never know what to type here today, my idea was just to express my feeling through poems, ofcourse in filipino. But I dont have enough time to write poems, as I have so many things that was stocked in my mind. I was hopeless as of now, as I came up with a decision that make me look back hundreds times from the past. Well, that past was just days ago, as I cant imagine how worst I was and how stupid I was.
I was lonely again but in a natural way. I chose to face my future alone, without anything to worry about who and what I will left. My life was just like climbing a watch tower, as I take each step higher, the farther I saw the horizon. So I find a reason to change myself, and now, I will not climbed anymore. Instead I will be the one who will be seen in the horizon when somebody climbs up in the tower. And as I run towards the endless path, they will have to climb up a little higher to make them realize I already reached the horizon. Funny and wierd? Well, yes. I dont have good english but I think I painted myself against your brainy walls in an abstract way, hehehe.
I never know what to say to "a girl from the painted wall." I just hope that she will be fine. Just want to say, "I'm sorry" for my selfish decision that hurt her.

I like to be alone running away towards my favorite word- "THE HORIZON."

Hope I can be there!!! =/

The Day It Was

back at the purple days of college, i was renting a computer at the purpol.com computer shop. i played NBA 2005 against my brother four times, and four times, i lost.
i was with jeana after watching a movie "HITCH", and agreed to go online. On the way, we met an unusual couple...

yes, they were ruzzhel and jeff... and wow, i never expected that we would meet them. And as old friends, we were like close friends as we had a Q&A session. (ano larry?!?)
then, we parted at the SM, then, after a couple of hours, we met them again (again? yes!), this time at purpol. I dont know why I was telling this, but for the sake of having a post this week, I put this. (hehe!)

This day was a not-so-special happy day. Why? Dont know! but one thing is for sure...

Different man have different happy days of his life, but there can always be two life that have the same happy days.

i believe i can be a man from the future who meets his girl in the past.

how do you like it?

My Sassy Girl scene

One of my favorite scene in the movie, "My Sassy Girl".

When is a girl the prettiest?

When is a girl the prettiest? Well, i watched a korean movie "My Sassy Girl", and after seeing it two times, i had a crush on the girl, i liked the story. It was a romantic comedy and you can learn some lesson about how to deal with love. Although, you have to read the translation to understand the story, i liked the lines when the leading lady asked about "When is a girl the prettiest?"
It something that you can reflect more about the person who will answer that kind question...

When can you tell that a person you are with loves you?

for me, its a personal preference, its the way you look at her. everytime you sees her, you will feel something that she is the prettiest. yes, that's the way it is, tell me, im wrong, if you did not see how pretty your girl is you dont have something for her. A girl is prettiest if you thought that in everyday that was created, she shares with you all the seconds, minutes and hours, of her day. It's not the way she looks, she wears her groove, she carries herself, but the way how pretty a girl in your eyes.

Ahh!