Unang paglipad

waaa. for the first time, nakapasok ako sa Centennial Airport ng NASA, este NAIA. at hindi lang ako dadaan o kakaway sa mga labas pasok na tao sa pambansang paliparan ng Pilipinas, kundi pasahero pa ako. waaa.

ganun pala ang pakiramdam ng first time bibiyahe sa sariling mong eroplano, hehe. pero, yung first time na expirience ko, e, delayed kagad yung flight namin. namin? uu, me kasama nga pala akong yaya, este office mate ko, si ate mimi.. ayun, naatasan nga pala kami na mag-inventory kuno sa mga equipments ng dost na nakakalat sa region 7. saya noh, ibig sabihin, libreng travel fare, lodging, at gimik.

ay, teka, nasa NAIA pa pala ako, hinihintay ang eroplanong sasakyan namin.. at habang naghihintay.. isa lang naiisip ko, sarap sigurong maging kapitan..

.. pagkatapos maghintay ng 3oras, dumating na rin ang eroplanong sasakyan namin bound to Mactan Cebu. medyo may konting kaba kasi september 11, bukas.. waaa.. pero, naisip ko ang mga bida laging buhay sa dulo, hehe.

.. lilipad.. lipad.. takure!!!

.. ayun, isang oras na flight from NAIA to Cebu..

minsang pumasyal sa north park

...just like to keep a record that this month, i fulfilled my dream of treating my family especially my mother to dine in a mamahaling restaurant... mamahalin as in love mo.
sayang lang, hindi na naabutan ni tatay yung pangarap ko na kumain kami sa labas.

ayun... masarap daw yung pagkain na kinain namin... biruin mo, ang kapatid ko na hindi kumakain ng hipon, e biglang kumain ng hipon. tapos si nanay, nakikipag-agawan pa.

dun ko lang nakitang naunang naubos yung isda at hipon kaysa dun sa beef na nakahain.

mula dun sa tsaang gubat, hanggang sa dessert na hinain... nabusog sila. hehe, buti na lang me nag-udyok sa akin na dun ko na lang sila palamunin este, pakainin. syempre sino pa... ang malugod kong Doña Dorotea, salamat. :D

his blood runs through my instrument

then, June 2006 would be my unforgettable days of my life. not because of the hotel experience but because of my tatay. i missed my tatay so much. as i type this, im like a boy writing a letter in tears.

i never knew that my goodbyes before leaving to subic was the last time i would hear my tatay say, "Ingat ka, anak. Pasalubong ha!". i missed his smiles, the way he stood, his music, his jokes, his stare and the family factor, SILENT but DEADLY charisma, ehem.

i just like to say to my father... "Tay! salamat sa lahat, miss kita".

nakakaiyak, yoko ng pahabain pa.

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"I thank you for the music
And your stories of the road
I thank you for the freedom
When it came my time to go --
I thank you for the kindness
And the times when you got tough
And, pap, I dont think i
Said i love you near enough --"
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http://stephentequila.blogspot.com/2005/05/alchemist.html

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this post is for my father, who taught me deal big things SILENTLY.

kumukutikutitap

remembering...

for the first time in my life, i experienced staying overnight in a LIMANG BITUING Holiday Inn Hotel. our office held a planning workshop in Subic Pampanga for DOST EXECOM members. it was a tiring but fun experienced being one of the organizers for the event. me, being the technical person in charge of the multimedia presentation, encounter BIG problems that made my day1 a bad one. hehe, i forgot to bring the cd player of the laptop, and thus unable to install the driver for the BIG printer we bring.
ofcourse, i will not let day1 ruin my classy stay in that hotel. heck, made myself comfortable and relax, in the room accomodation and buffet meals. also the ambience of a LIMANG BITUING hotel, imagine me like, este feeling, an executive strolling in that place, ehem! pede naman noh. ang sarap lang ng pakiramdam matulog, kumain at pumasyal sa ganong lugar, hay.

May May May May Sharona!!!

remembering...

everything that happened on this month that i saved in my mind was gone.

everytime i tried to fix the binary data stored in it, exception errors always occur.

its so hard for me to recall...

kasi naman, DoTA lang ata ang inatupag. ah, hindi pala, meron din pala akong sideline na pinag gastusan ng oras.

I see trees of green...

April? for me...

the most important word: solemnity

the hardest actions: sacrifice

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and im here in the mountains, calmly thinking of how i will repay my life to the One who made us.

Time folds, cool change

i was not in my best mood to do surfing or do anything productive in front of the computer. its frustrating to see that you have many things to do aside from personal concerns. and also, for the life of me, im stuck in playing DOTA, i cant stop avoiding that. waaa!

as time runs,


im slow and feeling cold.

Untitled valentine

today i was thinking about what to do for Valentine’s Day with my friends especially to my special someone. i was thinking how to make this red month different and unforgettable.

anyway, also thought of how God has expressed the depths of His love to the world.

is it amazing that God did this for us, gave his only son for us? to save us from sins. could i have sacrificed my only son with the cruelty of the cross for somebody else? especially when they didn’t deserve it?

remembered the greatest commandment;

LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, WITH ALL YOUR SOUL, AND WITH ALL YOUR MIND.

the second;

LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF.

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minsan, naisip ba nating ganito dapat ang pebrero?

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why we express love to others. why we love God. because He first loved us. thus, we should love others not with the love coming from us, but with the love of God. He is the source of Love, right?

Happy Valentines!

(naks, ako ba 'to)

a test i failed

last sunday morning, i woke up early, an unusual thing i rarely made especially on weekends. yup, i woke up early to play basketball. but its a bad day for me, cause a guy from nowhere shouted me to stop shooting especially when there's a game going on. i stopped not knewing he was the caretaker of the covered court, and when he left the court, i started to do shooting again cause where on earth that rule came from.

and when that guy, returned and caught me still playing... he feel like he was the strongest and fierceful warrior of his time, as if his bulky belly transported to his chest making him a little macho. that guy, i feel like naming him here as Super Itok!, who has the power to spin an object on a point of his finger, dashed and began throwing daggers of loud words to me. ofcourse, as my defense, i made a trademark stance, a pose before goku turned into super saiyan. i easily dodged Super Itok's fatal attack. i mindcontrolled all the stones surrounding me and in retaliation, i managed an attack, i made the stones around me float as if there's no gravity and as i started to speak, it flew towards Super Itok one by one, word per word. it happened so fast that he was badly hurt, making me think the fight was over.

Super Itok, a champion spinner of any object i do not know, saved all his remaining power for his last full blow. Me, turning my back after he was hit, posed like voltes5 after blasting his enemy.

then, suddenly, a solid punch from Super Itok made me in state of surprise. others watching in the scene was too fast to control the situation, too bad!

ouch!!! that was a real punch.

and that was a test of self-control, i failed.

what happened again?

as i think of what should i post here in my blog, i realized what happened to my life... that i missed almost all of my daily routines when surfing the net. routines... like logging in for utopia and earth2025 games, and posting anything out of my mixed ideas here.
i dont have internet access during weekends but that's the time when i feel i needed to express what's deep here in my heart... naks. anyway, sometimes, weekends made me unproductive that all i have to do is sit on a couch while listening on a slow music coming from a radio. then while meditating there, and as i contemplate (waaa!) myself against the physical world, i often realized the things that i failed to accomplice in the past few weeks.
"what happened again?..." that's all i can say after minutes of silence, a question difficult to answer at that very moment.

well, what happened last two weeks? i made my pocket ached to death... but its worth a try. i watched MYMP concert(sounds like pimp, hehe) in araneta with my office mates and with doanne, feb3. i found the concert good though they revived majority of the songs they played. then, after the concert, i suddenly watched myself entering padi's point. then after drinking glasses of water there and listening to the performing rock band which i found more lively than the concert(ofcourse, rock,e). and finally, at around 3am, coffee in clowns' cafe woke us. the group parted at 4am.

what happened last week?

i never started my new year right ever since i happened to know about making resolutions.
from the first day of new year up to this day, i rarely miss a day to visit a computer cafe, the reason? warcraft dota! waaa!

i suddenly get addicted to the game especially when i started to dominate my opponents in just 3 or 4 tries of playing it. that was last december, and when i happened to know that two of my friends also play it, we planned a date to hurt our computer-addicting-eyes. (hehe)

in playing dota, i usually own my opponents using these chars (yabang, wahaha!) : Juggernaut, RogueKnight,OmniKnight, Earthshaker, Bristleback, Doom Bringer, Nerubian Assasin, Nerubian Weaver, BroodMother, Spiritbreaker and Demon Witch.

then, after that, i rarely missed a day to either watch or join some Dota LAN games. well, i know this will be temporary until i find new things for me to concentrate.

i signed up to www.dotaportal.com and even tempted to attempt to write a guide for some of the characters i often used. but i dont really spend time in the net just typing especially in a cafe. then, that's what happened last week and this week unless i make some changes for the remaining 3 days of this week.

waaa! its Lario's birthday! just wish him good